How dare you be atheist

Christian ->Heathen take that ! . Atheist -> ouch ! here let me fix that for you .snap!

Sadly ive found seems it’s rather like a running battle daring to be atheist. Being born into a religious cult its like you find it almost seems your whole life is lots like you are being continually hit over the head with matters of faith.How can you really ever totally escape faith, once your family is involved in it.Its just not realistically possible in some situations anyway.Maybe in some situations it is possible to some extent you can join in with family and friends who are still involved in faith, but in some situations you are only really welcome as long as you are prepared to sit tight and keep quiet when listening to the general run of the mill “Jesus loves Us” or “God will take care of our needs” faith claims.Please dare ye not try to often to question the validity of these claims .Thou shalt please learn to not get involved in these very grave sins, or be fully prepared to be hit over the head with the cross of shunning and even stints of the excommunication tactic should ye not heed the demands of thy earthy human Lords that look over thee . Making sure that thou also doest comply with rule of thine faith of birthright. 

🙂 Ah no, sometimes it feels like no matter what,  you were predestined to abide by earthly laws of faith rules simply through lack of choice of what group your family was involved in. 

Sometimes ive been involved in certain situations where some these well-meaning faithful folk will even suggest such wonderful sounding ideas as “now how about lets all keep our opinions of faith or non faith to ourselves” .Which on face value sounds like a really great idea until five minutes down the track somebody cant help but exclaim something like, “ooh isn’t it wonderful how our Lords always watching over us and taking care of our needs”. So much for keeping our faith and religious beliefs to ourselves, strangely for some reason seems that idea didn’t seem to be able to last very long .Wonder why that might be?.Wonder if it might be a slight case of faith in this world actually being rather persistent and even a little overbearing?. Exclusive Brethren type  slip of the tongue  sly enforcement brigade election campaign anyone? .No of course it’s not like that, everything totally above-board honest we promise ,we are not involved at all in trying to control anyone. 

And then if that damn nasty thoughtless atheist dares to even murmur a protest and question the validity of these factual type claims being made .Ooh how jolly terrible ! ooh the great suffering!, its blinking persecution of freedom of faith i tells ya . 

Sometimes one cant help but wonder if maybe not even a second has been spent in thought, of what a atheists thoughts might ever be, upon hearing “ooh isn’t it wonderful how our Lords always watching over us and taking care of our needs”, when their life’s been shit and all this God seems to have ever honestly provided, is family who are religious scum who obviously don’t even really seem to honestly care or give a damn . One wonders if these very fine and upstanding caring church going faithful folk ever consider, that just maybe not everyone else had the same luck that their story actually turns out quite exactly the same.Ooh nooo .That damn atheist he just likes stirring shit,he does. To be sure, his whole life must evolve around simply getting enjoyment from stirring shit and trying to persecute the poor faithful folks for their faith. Damn opposers !! . Quick can we sue the bastards?? . No?? ..Ooh what a shame,  we sure need to find some way to stop that pipeline of filth somehow. 

Ooh isnt life so jolly wonderful when you find you can really choose to have a lovely peeb free day.May God bless you my son 

So that’s a little part of my little story about why for me personally ive found im best suited to being tucked away somewhere out here in my own personal corner on this blog,  a little out of sight where these faithful folks don’t need to hear any of my questioning of their wonderful thoughtful faith claims, unless they personally choose themselves to bother reading it. In life in general also these days especially i have grown to feel really out-of-place it’s just the way the situation at hand has panned out, and so i tend to tuck myself away somewhere where i feel im not getting in the road of other peoples lives. Personally ive found much of life seems a lot like a game of cards, you play whatever hands you get dealt to the best ability you have. Sure it’s not all about luck there are always better ways to play out your hands to the best effect,  but if you don’t have a partner or can’t get to stack the deck .Then you best make sure you do win every single trick possible. Or the further on you get through the game the more and more like playing catch up it becomes. And for some it sometimes starts to seem, an awful lot like a game that though many times you played hard,  it still seemed like a game that for you always seemed almost impossible to ever win.When i originally signed up for this blog, wordpress.com issued me with this blog theme with the scene of somebody walking off on a country road on their own.Yet to be honest i kinda havent even thought much about changing it, because i can say i kind of feel really at home with it as for me it’s almost like a mirror in many more ways than one.

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About ExEB

I'm a agnostic/atheist . Interested in learning more about science. I also am an "ex-member" of a group most publicly known within modern times, as the Exclusive Brethren. Whom are an off-shoot of the original Plymouth Brethren group. I'd say it likely my personality could possibly be described as quirky.You know ,as in being , unconventional , unorthodox , unusual, off-centre, strange, bizarre, weird, peculiar, odd, freakish, outlandish, offbeat, out of the ordinary, bohemian, alternative, zany I'm sure iv'e been classed as "crazy" . Many times But then, being born into a group like the exclusive brethren. Doesn't lend itself ? to tend to produce things considered as being "very normal" .Does it I escaped the Exclusive Brethren cult as a 15 year old teenager. Even since that time iv'e been trying to adjust to living life outside the cult. With much of my life being lived within the genre of "wild colonial boy" style. In the general sense of a church-rebel picking and choosing from role models who appeared within-life along the way. But as the exclusive brethren cult had traditionally maintained a general church-rule , of need to shun and totally excommunicate any ex member of their group.Treating such people as if they were dead. Thus this situation developed more to do with my need of following traditionally enforced church-rule , as apposed to it being so much about "life-choices". Certain emotional experiences, and parts of life in general, have led to me adopting a sense of low self esteem. Which is a situation i still deal with from time to time. Through my ongoing interest in science. I find i am able to gather more information to help me better understand my situation. Much about life for me, has often seemed like a massive puzzle.With many missing pieces.
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