Dear Dr . Ken Pulliam …. R.I.P … And may your wife Cheryl and Family be given much Love and Comfort at this time from all the Close Friends that surround you.

Well i have not posted any posts on this here blog for some time now, and mostly because my heart has been feeling very much at loose ends, and often down and heavy and extremely sad for so very many more than one reason.

And then…. just when maybe life seems to have thrown all the very worst that you would think it possibly can do at you. Low and behold, along comes something else that you never expected , that rocks you even more. And makes you realize just how extremely random and controlled by the many matters of chance this life here on earth really is .

Maybe i will bother trying to discuss some other matters ive been grappling with trying to deal with in my own life when i feel i have managed to have un-scrambled how f**ked up  its honestly made me feel lately , enough to feel like maybe i can actually cope with attempting to even try to do so . At present my own family problems has left me feeling kind of numb , is the best word i feel i can find in short form to start trying to begin to explain . (As in the Pink Floyd track comfortably numb  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YQWszrZHBPI 

The lyrics :  http://www.lyricsfreak.com/p/pink+floyd/comfortably+numb_20108779.html  )

But first putting my own problems aside for the moment. Id first and foremost like to write a  post of condolences for dear Dr Kens wife and family in hope that they receive all the love and care that is needed from folks close around them, as they deal with the very sudden loss of their loved one who died of a heart attack. As well as recognize the work Ken did and do my best to thank him some.

Kens and Cheryl`s friend ,  John reported the sad news here  https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=21219785&postID=5029602047960980534  and its so very easy to see how much of an impact Ken had on so many people .

Back in June i already made mention Dr Kens blog and a post he wrote called … Will Atheism Eventually Replace Religion …. See here https://yobeauty.wordpress.com/2010/06/09/will-atheism-eventually-replace-religion/

And wrote about how i really liked his blog specially so much because of the great detail and how bothered to care to explain things so very well which was great for people like myself who aint so smart and learned. And even though i never often made any comments on Dr Kens blog .For me Dr Kens blog was a blog where i simply visited from time to time and just quietly read and listened to comments among all the good people who popped in there , while i just contemplated and learned things .

I wrote how i wouldn`t wish on anyone the bad luck of kids needing to be born to faithful parents who often had such abusive faith beliefs that they then also inherited , and so in effect became inforced into needing to deal with it all also .This being because our societies have allowed people the rights to freedom of faith and so freedom to also force the effects of faith on their children . And how i knew the end of faith wasnt likely to be very helpful to people like myself in this life, but how i knew life wasnt only all about me and my life anyway, and so i saw the possibility of the end of faith very likely being a real bonus for other children born and living in the future after me. And im sure Dr Kens work spent discussing these matters of faith on his blog was also aimed far more in mind toward the possibilities for the future also. …. Somebody needs to start somewhere in hope to help bring about so real change for the future … And Dr Ken Pulliam was one of those kind folk who thought about the future and others who will live later , rather than just being somebody only concerned about their own short life on this planet .

And so to this end i personally see this sudden loss of Dr Ken as not only being very sad news that a very good and kind man is sadly no longer with us and understand his wife Cheryl and family will surely be grieving , but i see a even greater loss to us all in that Dr Ken had much to offer us all ! on this earth, with the benefits of his insight and extremely good sense and reasoning , that im very sure was very helpful in bringing about much more hope for greater possibility for much more logic and common sense and kindness surrounding many of the matters of faith in the future.

So it is with very heavy heart in great sadness that i report Dr Kens sudden death , and i would just like to thank him for caring to bother to take the time that he did . As i think about and remember him and quietly hope that his wife and family do receive all the love and comfort from close friends in this time of grief i know they will all be dealing with .

A poem named.

The Poet To Death   …. by Sarojini Naidu
 
TARRY a while, O Death, I cannot die
While yet my sweet life burgeons with its spring;
Fair is my youth, and rich the echoing boughs
Where dhadikulas sing.

Tarry a while, O Death, I cannot die
With all my blossoming hopes unharvested,
My joys ungarnered, all my songs unsung,
And all my tears unshed.

Tarry a while, till I am satisfied
Of love and grief, of earth and altering sky;
Till all my human hungers are fulfilled,
O Death, I cannot die!

 
 
Dear Dr Ken i would be a liar should i try to dishonestly suggest i was actually satisfied that i felt enough had yet been able to be achieved to bring about an end to all the abusive madness that has so very long surrounded these matters of faith beliefs that infest this here earth like a cursed cancer,  sadly death tarrys none for any of us who still breathe , and life rushes ever onward just as a river flows never stopping ! down onward toward the sea. And so many of us folks still caught up within the nasty claws of the utter stupidity and madness and thoughtless ignorance of all these ancient faith beliefs , still suffer and stand stunned shunned and separated and torn and twisted and often forever endlessly mourn in such utter heartbroken dispair , due to the presense of laws of faith freedoms that lawfully allowed for the uncaring faithfully hard hearted family of faith and ancient words of dribble, set down by prophets and preachers of old and the thoughtlessness of all those who still continue to promote such garbage today often without even bothering to considder that what they sanction by their actions . Folks of faith who dreamed and guessed and so in actual honest effect,  gambled with our lives about what Gods might be and want etc , utter liars who spoke of possessing divine guidance and inspirations , who then commited such crimes againsts human rights to life on this earth as to even dare have thoughtlessly have accused certain folk of being witches of whom their lives they then faithfully thoughtlessly  burned and wasted at the stake , and also at one time with such utter faithful thoughtless madness some earlier ancient faithful once even carelessly threw little  live babies into the flames of fire , such is the faithful stone cold heartless effect of faith  in ignorant supernatural hope  gambling upon prophesied  possibilities that accourding to the faithful  this nasty thoughtless gruesome act of worship of unproven deities they believed in, might somehow even offer their selfish lives some more fertility . And now our own mothers and fathers and brothers,sisters and relations and friends and loved ones all become older and older by the day as life passes by, while many of us dont ever even get to see them anymore or enjoy these few days of life upon this here earth together that so quickly disappears like shooting stars , that the mere fact that our life brought upon us …… And yet this onset of death tarrys none at all as we all grow older . This thing called Death ….. O death it cares not that we live much of our whole lives in such sadness and regret of laws of faith freedoms and the faithful that thoughtlessly cared not that they robbed us .Their conciences moulded in the dead stone of faith and gambling on their own selfishness attitudes of thought of eternal salvations.
 
Yes i sure do personally admit to being totally unsatisfied that not enough has yet been able to be fully achieved to finally bring about an end to faith and bring some more modern common sense with regards to all these matters. Matters that sadly even still play big parts in some of the wars that surround us .
 
 
But still i do honestly thank you Dr Ken and im totally satisfied with all the time you personally freely offered toward obtaining the future sanity of hope for possibility of a world  that will one day be without such nasty thoughtless faithful gamblings .
 
 
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About ExEB

I'm a agnostic/atheist . Interested in learning more about science. I also am an "ex-member" of a group most publicly known within modern times, as the Exclusive Brethren. Whom are an off-shoot of the original Plymouth Brethren group. I'd say it likely my personality could possibly be described as quirky.You know ,as in being , unconventional , unorthodox , unusual, off-centre, strange, bizarre, weird, peculiar, odd, freakish, outlandish, offbeat, out of the ordinary, bohemian, alternative, zany I'm sure iv'e been classed as "crazy" . Many times But then, being born into a group like the exclusive brethren. Doesn't lend itself ? to tend to produce things considered as being "very normal" .Does it I escaped the Exclusive Brethren cult as a 15 year old teenager. Even since that time iv'e been trying to adjust to living life outside the cult. With much of my life being lived within the genre of "wild colonial boy" style. In the general sense of a church-rebel picking and choosing from role models who appeared within-life along the way. But as the exclusive brethren cult had traditionally maintained a general church-rule , of need to shun and totally excommunicate any ex member of their group.Treating such people as if they were dead. Thus this situation developed more to do with my need of following traditionally enforced church-rule , as apposed to it being so much about "life-choices". Certain emotional experiences, and parts of life in general, have led to me adopting a sense of low self esteem. Which is a situation i still deal with from time to time. Through my ongoing interest in science. I find i am able to gather more information to help me better understand my situation. Much about life for me, has often seemed like a massive puzzle.With many missing pieces.
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