Personality type

Above is a screenshot of my personality test result completed yesterday

I doubt these test are accurate

But anyway. People are interested in personality trait. There does seem to be certain things, about peoples personality, what are different to other peoples personality type

However some people seem to think that maybe the particular personality, of what people end up with, are inherited . They even act as if perhaps certain people are gifted. Like as if “by magic” . Or something like that

I’d question that idea . That certasin  people are gifted like magic  . Im sceptic that it ever happen that way

My view, is that magic doesn’t exist in this sense. When people are noted as being “different” , like with personality , i’d argue that perhaps it has more to do with “the environment ” . Not everyone necessarily grows up in same environment, therefore this factor could help explain different personality what human end up displaying

Take the screenshot test result above. Evidently this personaility trait is connected to people who “think differently” to how others do. Like perhaps those people seem to understand things easier, of what other people may find more difficult to understand themselves

Plenty of people would be quick to try and see this as if it amounted to something “special” or whatever

I don’t see it as anything special. Or as anything out of the ordinary either . I don’t. I feel that for human to pretend like as if it might be, is to  also help set humanity up to tend to believe in guru-type supernatural powers

Its like setting human up, to fail big time . Like setting human being up, to be in pedestal position where by they’ll then be “morelikely overcome, themselves, by ego

That is dangerous


Im not someone who thinks it healthy to jump to these conclusion. I feel that Occam razor is mighty important tool for human

We should first of all be looking to find more natural-based answers to these question

If i were asked to explain, via natural way, reason why im of the personality type, of what more inclined to take interest in pondering over things deeply. I feel I could suggest that in my own particular situation, this personality of mine had evolved , due to environmental factors of life, due to fact that I also had happen to be a child who were thrown into “deep end” of a situation of great family turmoil

As a child who was also ten years younger, that ALL of my sibling , a number of who perhaps might even be dealing with autism themselves as well . Or else something like that

When our father had died when I were only 18 months old. And when our mother, who was not available to any of us emotionally, was lonely and lost, tasked with survival within confine of a HARMFUL cult. A cult what was now ALSO still proceeding to tear our whole family apart , even further 

Why wouldn’t a young child ,like me, be very much more inclined to tend to become a very deep thinker

Why not?

It was more like a completely natural survival mechanism instinct, within me, of what was first awoken within me, within time of my early youth ?

As life went on. It became the same tool of what i’d continue to “sharpen”, to even try and help myself make better sense ,of  existence of my surrounding (environment) within the cult

Even to extent that I also even begun questioning/testing the idea of existence of a-God . Before i’d even turned six. By trying to look to see if i can observe any real visible  “sign of a-God” working around about me

I’d be busily doing these test, at same time as I was also aware enough to take care to take note, of how the bible was suggesting that i should  at least also be easily able to observe this kind of phenomena , within the same world in which we all live today

I soon became apparent ,there wasn’t any evidence of supernatural kind

Even although I was tasked to try and “use this enquring mind, of mine , to now try and fight phobia of hell and eternal damnation and so on. Fearful phobia of what had been introduced to me even early in my life . Like as soon as I was able to “begin” to understand anything at all. Starting from one year old? . Or even earlier?


In affect ,it was my childhood environment . What would be the cause of why i’d have need to become a extra deep thinker

It occur, quite naturally, due to our environmental need demand 

The deep thinking, can evolve, in way exactly like what a evolution survival mechanism, might be expected to happen

Due to my family background (our own family, generally, was decimated by Brethren dysfunction)

Even the situation with my sibling being on Asperger’s spectrum. Was enough, to help motivate me to NEED  to try to think more deeply, for myself

Our mothers own severe lack of emotional availability was what made it even more-so important

Then add to that, the fact that both brother in law, outside of the cult, were particularly self cantered type of human personality, who were not planning on having a young 15 and half year old “cult escapee” teenager ,suddenly arrive on their doorstep , who’s now looking for a more peaceful place to “call home”

That wasn’t like, their own sense of fun?

To cut my story short. By the time I were 16, having only lecft the cult for 6y months, i was tasked with making my own way in life. Living way out in country amo9ng people who all also still felt like strangers to me, on a 16000’000 acre sheep and cattle station.

For reason mainly because it was offering me a room what came along with the farm station job, and provide a kitchen with a paid cook, for the single farm hands and shepherd’s

But more than anything else. It offered me a chance to escape from my brother in laws own disapproval , of the problem of having a young brother in law to now help take care of

Anyway. My point is this. I don’t have any kind of supernatural power. I definitely don’t .

If I had of had any, then I figure , then perhaps i might have also had a way ,to have been able to helped save myself from need to “overcome” all kind of trials ,like what ive been faced with throughout my life . While learning. While attempting to make my own way in life

Because I might then have been using some sort of supernatural  form of perception

I can say, i feel i have learned much of everything what i learned. By way of slowly passing a degree, of what’s issued, by the life-school of hard knocks

Im not that intelligent . No not at all. I’m fucken-near useless at passing exams

But thankfully im also not completely stupid either.Thankfully I learned how to think outside the square. That’s all. And in another “different” life, lets say a-life faced with less struggles and hardship, then perhaps I might have ended up carrying a totally different personality type, instead then too

Personally are connected to environment ?

As time goes on.And as life gets more of a struggle for human survival.

Perhaps by then, we will then also begin to see way more and more human beginning to think more “laterally” as well too, so as to help themselves to solve problems

It is not a gift. Its not. It requires someone to want to know better. To want to try and learn. To even also be fully prepared to face exhausting process involved, in actioning  thought

The guru are really no different? . They too ,are the people who also spent large amount of their time , all alone , while quietly constantly pondering over, their own thoughts

It is not a gift . It just something what has been “exercisedmore , by some people , more-so than what others do

1.If a runner, would practice at running. Generally speaking ,often the runner then also runs faster ,than what other runner are able to

2. If a thinker were to exercise thinking more than others will do. Chances are, that this thinker, will also do better ,at thinking than what other thinkers are able to do

Occam’s razor

But ,when human are constantly on look-out , looking to find pattern in life

And when this remain the human preferred answer to be able to find (IE: things supernatural )

Bias is found fertile ground to flourish

While human remain so intently focused on idea of finding “supernatural answer” . The flip side of that is, that the human also will be less likely too,to even consider the other options

Correct ?

Like, perhaps most people (highest population), wont even stop to consider it

Or not?

One of the worst human condition is this. They are constantly on the look out ,for their own guru , to follow

Why so?

Because of how it may also help them, to help save themselves need of expending so-much of their own energy , while tasked with thinking about kind of stuff, for themselves

A guru is someone who human crave for . To save their own energy, themselves

This craving creates a trap







About ExEB

I'm a agnostic/atheist . Interested in learning more about science. I also am an "ex-member" of a group most publicly known within modern times, as the Exclusive Brethren. Whom are an off-shoot of the original Plymouth Brethren group. I'd say it likely my personality could possibly be described as quirky.You know ,as in being , unconventional , unorthodox , unusual, off-centre, strange, bizarre, weird, peculiar, odd, freakish, outlandish, offbeat, out of the ordinary, bohemian, alternative, zany I'm sure iv'e been classed as "crazy" . Many times But then, being born into a group like the exclusive brethren. Doesn't lend itself ? to tend to produce things considered as being "very normal" .Does it I escaped the Exclusive Brethren cult as a 15 year old teenager. Even since that time iv'e been trying to adjust to living life outside the cult. With much of my life being lived within the genre of "wild colonial boy" style. In the general sense of a church-rebel picking and choosing from role models who appeared within-life along the way. But as the exclusive brethren cult had traditionally maintained a general church-rule , of need to shun and totally excommunicate any ex member of their group.Treating such people as if they were dead. Thus this situation developed more to do with my need of following traditionally enforced church-rule , as apposed to it being so much about "life-choices". Certain emotional experiences, and parts of life in general, have led to me adopting a sense of low self esteem. Which is a situation i still deal with from time to time. Through my ongoing interest in science. I find i am able to gather more information to help me better understand my situation. Much about life for me, has often seemed like a massive puzzle.With many missing pieces.
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