No More Guilt

Guilt can be destructive . Cling to guilt for far to long, and perhaps you’ll then fail to ever move forward ?

Far better for us, to see it like its an act of learning. Not EVER like its a total failure for us to make mistakes. We cling to feeling guilty, if we would be stuck on pretending like as if, we might have ever have “needed to be perfect” in the first place anyway

Most of us grew up with the BULLSHIT “purity” thing. That’s the base of the reason behind why= Brethrenism

Right?

The crap about needing to remain separate from so called evil?. We’d grown up to expect that our shit wont stink, by being among brethren

Haaaaa

What moron Brethrenism is

How wrong could that idea be ? .. Hmmmmm ? . One would have only need to look at all the lies and deceit and people being-paid off to keep certain stuff secret . The “clean-up crew’, secretly sent to cover u drink driving of what had killed brethren members

To know Brethrenism would in fact actually =  extra far from perfect

 

When maybe that was EXACTLY what was always worse , about Egotistic-Brethrenism all along anyway. Was the “stupid purity” crap . The crap that became like a millstone to Brethrenism. The one that Brethren still drag along with them. A weight due to ego and being  unwilling to “publicly” admit to their mistake . In humble manner

Yeah seems familiar

Ex eb need “no longer” carry-along that same mill stone, around any of their own neck, anymore.

We dont

By dumping Brethrenism, we’ve ALL  already freed ourselves of that milestone-weight. Been humble enough,ourselves, to “freely” admit how Brethrenism was based on “egotistic purity” bullshit

We move on freely

Meanwhile, Brethren,within their own heart, all must carry that millstone weight, full knowing how they been putting on a bullshit charade. Cant even humble themselves to freely admit to wrongdoing

Not even after a whole generation, has already been, and gone

That must be a huge heavy weight to carry?. Little wonder then,we will hear some ex eb say, that they seen that the Brethrens eyes “seem to look” dead and kind of LIFELESS?

Little wonder too, that they cannot look ex eb in the eye for long?

I dont mind to look at then . Don’t mind it one bit

Its that huge lump of millstone “hanging around all their necks” that they still “lug” around like a bunch of clowns

Plenty of people know how they only started rapid relief. For PR

Us ex eb , all have something we be able to feel kind of proud of. We’ve already FREELY admitted how the “purity gig” was about Brethrenism ego (bullshit)

We’ve learn the lesson well and truly already.

Of what Brethren still fail to be able do (hee hee, the silly bunch of wally’s)

So they lug the millstone

They still cling to “purity” crap. Similar to like how a baby will clings-on for dear life, to its wee cuddly-rug . Feels soothing. Even when its become all sodden and soiled with mud and crap and been covered in germs

The only people they really able to totally fool, now, these days.

Is themselves

Sadly most wouldn’t be aware of that though (far to backwardly stupid, to know)

 

About ExEB

I'm a agnostic/atheist . Interested in learning more about science. I also am an "ex-member" of a group most publicly known within modern times, as the Exclusive Brethren. Whom are an off-shoot of the original Plymouth Brethren group. I'd say it likely my personality could possibly be described as quirky.You know ,as in being , unconventional , unorthodox , unusual, off-centre, strange, bizarre, weird, peculiar, odd, freakish, outlandish, offbeat, out of the ordinary, bohemian, alternative, zany I'm sure iv'e been classed as "crazy" . Many times But then, being born into a group like the exclusive brethren. Doesn't lend itself ? to tend to produce things considered as being "very normal" .Does it I escaped the Exclusive Brethren cult as a 15 year old teenager. Even since that time iv'e been trying to adjust to living life outside the cult. With much of my life being lived within the genre of "wild colonial boy" style. In the general sense of a church-rebel picking and choosing from role models who appeared within-life along the way. But as the exclusive brethren cult had traditionally maintained a general church-rule , of need to shun and totally excommunicate any ex member of their group.Treating such people as if they were dead. Thus this situation developed more to do with my need of following traditionally enforced church-rule , as apposed to it being so much about "life-choices". Certain emotional experiences, and parts of life in general, have led to me adopting a sense of low self esteem. Which is a situation i still deal with from time to time. Through my ongoing interest in science. I find i am able to gather more information to help me better understand my situation. Much about life for me, has often seemed like a massive puzzle.With many missing pieces.
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