Certainly not easy going it alone. But never mind, as it can be rewarding. Even although there will be people who wont understand. Perhaps even people who’ll consider your way stupid. Some might even decide to be the ones to laugh “at” you. Sheeple isn’t inclined to feel so comfortable themselves to see people who’ll choose to live different. Perhaps it causes their “own position” to feel somewhat uncomfortable or something?. Generally speaking, in our world as it stand right now today, its simply not seen as “normal”, is it
Who knows for sure exactly “why’
But anyways never mind, its all ok, don’t worry yourselves about that, and most of all don’t look back
Stay strong. Move forward, continue to follow your intuition
I'm a agnostic/atheist . Interested in learning more about science. I also am an "ex-member" of a group most publicly known within modern times, as the Exclusive Brethren. Whom are an off-shoot of the original Plymouth Brethren group.
I'd say it likely my personality could possibly be described as quirky.You know ,as in being , unconventional , unorthodox , unusual, off-centre, strange, bizarre, weird, peculiar, odd, freakish, outlandish, offbeat, out of the ordinary, bohemian, alternative, zany
I'm sure iv'e been classed as "crazy" . Many times
But then, being born into a group like the exclusive brethren. Doesn't lend itself ? to tend to produce things considered as being "very normal" .Does it
I escaped the Exclusive Brethren cult as a 15 year old teenager. Even since that time iv'e been trying to adjust to living life outside the cult. With much of my life being lived within the genre of "wild colonial boy" style. In the general sense of a church-rebel picking and choosing from role models who appeared within-life along the way.
But as the exclusive brethren cult had traditionally maintained a general church-rule , of need to shun and totally excommunicate any ex member of their group.Treating such people as if they were dead. Thus this situation developed more to do with my need of following traditionally enforced church-rule , as apposed to it being so much about "life-choices".
Certain emotional experiences, and parts of life in general, have led to me adopting a sense of low self esteem. Which is a situation i still deal with from time to time.
Through my ongoing interest in science. I find i am able to gather more information to help me better understand my situation.
Much about life for me, has often seemed like a massive puzzle.With many missing pieces.
Ex Exclusive Brethren Agnostic/Atheists thoughts 