Do You Have Post Betrayal Syndrome?

The Brethren review, was like a way for myself, to finally begin to get down to the nitty gritty of knowledge so as to learn the lesson about exactly who the Brethren are.

And also to begin to learn about my whole family, including extended family members too

Tough lesson. Tough lesson to learn when its your own family members involved who’d be the ones who’d help to teach this harsh-lesson to you. And then the longer you’d remain determined to try to see your family in ways what you’d grown up with wanting to be able to see them. When your childhood conclusion had been wrong, and had been based on wishful thinking

The longer you’d also still continue to need to be reminded time and time again. The lesson about how wrong your “wishful thinking” was is

Tough titty to learn the truth about how even your own mother has allowed herself to become a callous hearted person. Someone who’d rather to  care way far more about brown nosing up to the butt cheeks of some greedy creep , like Bruce review wrecker Hales, as apposed to sparing a thought or two for how that kind of situation might in turn have an affect on you

You might just as well “not even exist anymore” at all

When even your own mother has turned toward collective naricissm. Then its obviously long overdue time for you to finally wake up to fully face up to that lesson

To bad for you that the Brethren’s leaders have all been a long continuing line of narcissists 

No good sense in you trying to deny it

Is there?

As it will only cause you, to have need to experience, even more hurt

Sad sad thing to ponder

“Oh what has become of the Brethren”

Isn’t it?

You don’t like to admit to it. Do you. Because of how it also directly involves your own family

That sadly the flip-side of the Christian faith with the way like what its been taught

As its steeped in a type of narcissism 

The idea that your own salvation should be your only concern

That’s basically a belief reeking of the narcissist manner 

Its a belief of what has been hijacked so as to help cause the followers to take on “narcissist type attitude” of which then allow then to cease to be considerate of anyone else’s feeling, other than themselves

Whats worse of all though is that the person involved who’s the one who’s been contaminated with this virus type disorder wont even suspect that its whats happened

They’ll be none the wiser

Wont have a clue about whats been happening

Good chance that they’ll be “well meaning” people

Very well meaning people who’ll have been contaminated with the “collective narcissistvirus  

Being that everyone around about them, within their socially confined cult,will generally all be living and acting within the same manner

Then this mean they’d have so little hope to ever become 

“any the wiser”

about whats been going wrong 

They could be very wealthy money-wise

“And yet also remain immensely poor of heart”

Could they?

The sign to help expose that this could be exactly what has happen

Will be seen within the way what they’ll have need to try and silence any outsider who’d dare to oppose their ways

This is sure sign that there’d be something what is gone very wrong

 

 

(Been a tough-as lesson to learn. My blog, is full of signs that show how hard this lesson has been, for me, to face up to. These days i’m just thankful that ive been blessed to meet “stranger” who have cared to help me find a way to face up to reality )

About ExEB

I'm a agnostic/atheist . Interested in learning more about science. I also am an "ex-member" of a group most publicly known within modern times, as the Exclusive Brethren. Whom are an off-shoot of the original Plymouth Brethren group. I'd say it likely my personality could possibly be described as quirky.You know ,as in being , unconventional , unorthodox , unusual, off-centre, strange, bizarre, weird, peculiar, odd, freakish, outlandish, offbeat, out of the ordinary, bohemian, alternative, zany I'm sure iv'e been classed as "crazy" . Many times But then, being born into a group like the exclusive brethren. Doesn't lend itself ? to tend to produce things considered as being "very normal" .Does it I escaped the Exclusive Brethren cult as a 15 year old teenager. Even since that time iv'e been trying to adjust to living life outside the cult. With much of my life being lived within the genre of "wild colonial boy" style. In the general sense of a church-rebel picking and choosing from role models who appeared within-life along the way. But as the exclusive brethren cult had traditionally maintained a general church-rule , of need to shun and totally excommunicate any ex member of their group.Treating such people as if they were dead. Thus this situation developed more to do with my need of following traditionally enforced church-rule , as apposed to it being so much about "life-choices". Certain emotional experiences, and parts of life in general, have led to me adopting a sense of low self esteem. Which is a situation i still deal with from time to time. Through my ongoing interest in science. I find i am able to gather more information to help me better understand my situation. Much about life for me, has often seemed like a massive puzzle.With many missing pieces.
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