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About ExEB

I'm a agnostic/atheist . Interested in learning more about science. I also am an "ex-member" of a group most publicly known within modern times, as the Exclusive Brethren. Whom are an off-shoot of the original Plymouth Brethren group. I'd say it likely my personality could possibly be described as quirky.You know ,as in being , unconventional , unorthodox , unusual, off-centre, strange, bizarre, weird, peculiar, odd, freakish, outlandish, offbeat, out of the ordinary, bohemian, alternative, zany I'm sure iv'e been classed as "crazy" . Many times But then, being born into a group like the exclusive brethren. Doesn't lend itself ? to tend to produce things considered as being "very normal" .Does it I escaped the Exclusive Brethren cult as a 15 year old teenager. Even since that time iv'e been trying to adjust to living life outside the cult. With much of my life being lived within the genre of "wild colonial boy" style. In the general sense of a church-rebel picking and choosing from role models who appeared within-life along the way. But as the exclusive brethren cult had traditionally maintained a general church-rule , of need to shun and totally excommunicate any ex member of their group.Treating such people as if they were dead. Thus this situation developed more to do with my need of following traditionally enforced church-rule , as apposed to it being so much about "life-choices". Certain emotional experiences, and parts of life in general, have led to me adopting a sense of low self esteem. Which is a situation i still deal with from time to time. Through my ongoing interest in science. I find i am able to gather more information to help me better understand my situation. Much about life for me, has often seemed like a massive puzzle.With many missing pieces.

COVID-19 Panic Merchants: Lies, Conspiracies, and Statistics (Oh, and Science)

    Fauci dismisses ‘conspiracy theory’ of overstated US Covid-19 death toll Quote: Anthony Fauci, the top US infectious diseases expert, has warned that baseless “conspiracy theories” are swirling around the coronavirus crisis following claims that America’s official death toll from Covid-19 … Continue reading

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Alan Watts ~ Being Honest About Our Feelings

  Our Exclusive Brethren family tried “to pretend” to love us ex eb. They’d also tried to pretend to be ready to apologize to us too. And the Brethren review, of what was led by Bruce Hales, was a prime … Continue reading

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COVID-19: Sheeple, Pandemic, and Medical Coup Power Grabs

The powers that be, would seem to be censoring Sams videos?  For instance, even though this video might still “show up” as being view-able, right here, on this blog. Like you see it,above Iv’e found that as soon as i’d … Continue reading

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Don’t Numb Your Feelings

   

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Church of COVID-19 Censors Free Speech

  I’m against censorship . Even if don’t necessarily agree with another person view, i still don’t see why their views should need to be shut down. Even if i feel that another persons view were stupid, or crazy.I still … Continue reading

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Kiwis share touching messages to those outside their bubble during Covid-19 lockdown

It been interesting for me to note the way how the citizen will fall apart, and “begin to lose their sanity“, after only about two or three weeks of “forced separation” , from contact with their family member, and their … Continue reading

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I wonder do cult members ever consider the level of hurt that they’d help to cause?

How can cult members ever allow themselves to become so damn heartless? That’s a question what i’ll sometimes wonder about Feels heartbreaking for me to listen to the words relayed within this poem. I sense the depth of hurt, and … Continue reading

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Narcissist: Traumatized Child Invents God, Then Abuses (with Charles Bowes-Taylor)

Today’s world is been “geared to favor” the narcissist I’d guess, that perhaps partly due to reason how capitalism has also gotten way out of hand as well too The Brethren cult “is adapt” at using their charity status to … Continue reading

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Roger Penrose: Infinite Cycles of the Universe Punctuated by Big Bang Singularities

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INVISIBLE Wounds

Inter-generational trauma , is a problem for some ex brethren . Quite possibly a problem even among the brethren members today as well too?. It has a way to affect some people more than it will affect others, as well. … Continue reading

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